Growth

Here is part of a blog post from Passionate Homemaking that really put words to what I've been thinking and feeling lately...

Am I growing in my ability to flex and simply enjoy the ups and downs of motherhood? I find myself being able to embrace the challenges in a new way. When I asked one sweet friend of four little ones how she managed it all, she smiled and laughing said, “someone’s always crying.” The realization struck me. We can embrace and laugh at the challenges or we can fight and whine. Which should I choose? God has assigned me to this role.

It is easy enough to focus on the difficulties…but how much better to realize that they come with the territory and God has designed them to sanctify and purify our hearts. This is reality. Or as another mother said, “I’ve come to realize that I will always be tired.” She spoke not in a negative way, but in an embracing way. Motherhood is tiring. Why complain about lack of sleep? Does it get me anywhere? Is my home more peaceful as a result? No. But when I chose to rejoice that a sleep deprived mother can depend upon the full bountiful strength of a good God, then my heart is at rest.

Around our house lately there have been great joys as well as tearful moments. Every day is different. Two days ago was one of the worst and hardest days we've had in a long time. Missed naps, fussy feedings all day, a restless night and a very tired mommy. The next day was one of the best we've had. Tons of smiles, lots of snuggles, precious eye contact, learning new skills, and lots of good napping.

Life around here is unpredictable. I'm learning that throwing pity parties and complaining does absolutely nothing to make things better.  Nothing changes when I get frustrated. Nothing changes when I whine about being tired. I'm learning to embrace the punches. I'm also embracing the precious, sweet moments with our baby rather than stressing about feeding schedules, nap times, or ounces eaten. I want to look back at this stage and have few regrets. (Probably not going to happen but one can hope, right?)

I feel a shift in my heart. I'm embracing the hardships rather than resisting them. I'm choosing to enjoy my fatigued days rather than just get through them. Life has been so much sweeter when I embrace this is what God has for me right now.

On a lighter note, check out how much Adelyn is loving her little bouncer/entertainer. She has been cracking me up in this thing!

(Click on picture to see video)

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